30 Something

I was with my ex on Monday because he couldn't see me during my b-day week. First off I didn't like going to his house. I feel like his groupee when I go to his house. He lives with his son and I know that there are women that he brings home and his son sees these women. So I hate that his son has to see me going to his house like the other women. Second, nothing seems natural anymore. It's like the only reason I'm there is to have sex, but we fumble around and try to chit chat. It's so awkward. I didn't really want to have sex with him, I just wanted to see him during my b-day week. He kept looking at me. I wanted to ask him what he was looking for. I avoided his eye contact because I didn't want him to look at me like that. I wonder if he looks at the other women like that.

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