30 Something

So i've been 30 for 3 days now. How do I feel? I actually feel good. I feel like I've reached a milestone, like some things just shouldn't bother me anymore. I will say that when I had my bday dinner I was disappointed that not everyone showed up. Of course there were others who had plans already and some who didn't come for personal reasons (they didn't like certain people that I invited), but for some reason I felt like I should be celebrated by the people that I feel close to even though that closeness is only minute. All in all, dinner was good. Afterwards, I met B at the martini bar. We sat around and talked until Mere joined us. I hate when there is an awkward silence among people. Mere and I hadn't hung out in so long that I almost didn't know what to say to her. I'm not sure is she invited Sheena because I was there with B, but Sheena joined us also. I wish that I could make friends more easily because Sheena seems to be a pretty good person to be friends with. After our time of hanging out, we were on the way out the door and Mere and Sheena were walking ahead of me and I didn't know if they saw me leaving, but I simply yelled to them that I would call her tomorrow.

As I was leaving I couldn't help but feel a little lonely. Why? I don't know...because it was my 30th b-day and I was going home alone, maybe?

I had so much fun at my bday dinner last night. Of course everyone didn't show up, but I had a good time. I started off the night with a shot of tequila. I'm not a tequila fan, but it was really good. I think i'm gonna get another shot tonight. Later on I met B at the martini bar and had a few drinks. Mere and Sheena met me there and we had a good time. Mere and I decided that we are gonna get tattoos for my bday. I'm siked. I've been wanting a tattooo for the longest and this is the time to get it done. Well I'm going to continue the festivities tonite.

My 30th bday is finally here (on Saturday) and I started the festivities on Tuesday, May 1, by going to see Tyrese in concert. I had a blast. I screamed and screamed while he serenaded me with his songs. I spent the night in sprigfield with a good friend and decided that I was going to work. Of course I was way too hyped to go to bed, so I had to call in sick on Wednesday. The concert was held at a club so I enjoyed it better than at a big areana. It was more intimate and I got see Black Ty up close. My heart was thumpin so fast. One lady fainted. I don't think I'll ever get that excited. I'm gonna fiesta with my friends on tomorrow night. I can't wait. My students sighed posters wishing me happy bday. It was nice. 30, here I come!!!!!!