30 Something

So I was hanging out with B last night and I was telling him about Mister. He couldn't understand why I was so caught up with him, so he finally asked me why we broke up and I told him about the loss of our daughter and how everything went haywire after that. He asked me if I was okay and that made me feel good because he was concerned about me. So I told him that she died on the 20th and actually she died on the 17th which is today. So I was off by a few days. I was thinking of the day she was buried. She was buried on the 21st. So I was working today and my phone churps. It's a reminder that today is Talia Day. I started to get sad. So I"m going to do something to commemorate this day. A lot of emotions have come up suddenly and I was sitting at my desk ready to cry, but I don't want to be sad or angry or depressed. I want to be happy that she's an angel.

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