I Am Unemployed
"So what type of work do you do?"
I hate that questions. I don't know why I have a hard time telling people that I am unemployed, but I do. It's embarrassing. I've got bills to pay and I can't pay them because I am unemployed. I need to go to the doctor, but I can't because I am unemployed. I need to go to the dentist but I can't because I am unemployed.
I'm not worried. I have a wonderful roof over my head and a refrigerator full of groceries. I just can't buy anything else.
I"m not mad, I'm just tired and I want to fulfill my purpose. Being employed was somehow tied to who I am, so confessing to someone that I am unemployed makes it seem like I have no purpose. I know I do because the Bible tells me that I was created in His image and that I there is a reason for my being. I just that reason to be tied to my employment.
Lately I've been working temporary jobs that that has kept gas in my car and also helped me to pay for a little entertainment at the movies, but I need to be fully, gainfully employed with wonderful benefits so that I can work on my retirement planning.
I've applied at the university and I'm waiting to hear back from them. I just pray that God's will be done as it concerns that job because it's like I am so close.
I just pray that the will of God be done in my life!!
I hate that questions. I don't know why I have a hard time telling people that I am unemployed, but I do. It's embarrassing. I've got bills to pay and I can't pay them because I am unemployed. I need to go to the doctor, but I can't because I am unemployed. I need to go to the dentist but I can't because I am unemployed.
I'm not worried. I have a wonderful roof over my head and a refrigerator full of groceries. I just can't buy anything else.
I"m not mad, I'm just tired and I want to fulfill my purpose. Being employed was somehow tied to who I am, so confessing to someone that I am unemployed makes it seem like I have no purpose. I know I do because the Bible tells me that I was created in His image and that I there is a reason for my being. I just that reason to be tied to my employment.
Lately I've been working temporary jobs that that has kept gas in my car and also helped me to pay for a little entertainment at the movies, but I need to be fully, gainfully employed with wonderful benefits so that I can work on my retirement planning.
I've applied at the university and I'm waiting to hear back from them. I just pray that God's will be done as it concerns that job because it's like I am so close.
I just pray that the will of God be done in my life!!
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