New messages
I lost my cell almost two weeks ago and it just turned up today on the cleaning ladies cart. I was ticked that she didn't turn it in to security. What was she trying to do? But anyway, I checked my messages and I got like 5 text from my ex (former bf) about the e-mail that I sent him two weeks ago. Now I know what he was talking about the other day. I didn't know what messages he was referring too. It clicks now. I tried to contact internet guy, but he's not online. I do like him but we were moving way too fast. I think this is just what we needed to slow us down.
In other news I'm pretty sad. My brothers left to go home today. I don't think they will be coming back. I feel like I've failed them as a big sister. My oldest brother is pretty much a wild child and I feel so guilty about helping him get out of going to the Marines. I wish I would have let him go because he definitely needs the discipline. I can't believe he conned me into thinking that he would go to school. What was I thinking? My other brother is more disciplined, but he's a slacker. He only does enough to get by. That makes me sad because he wants to be a doctor. I hope he has the motivation to do better. I talked to my baby sis on the phone and my mother is trying to get her out of the house. That makes me sad because she is only 15. She told me that she wanted to visit my sister in Iowa and my mother told her that if she went there she would have to stay. What kind of mess is that. She's only 15 and my other sister is a single mother who doesn't have a job. How would she be able to take care of a 15 year old and a 2 year old. I'm so exasperated.
In other news I'm pretty sad. My brothers left to go home today. I don't think they will be coming back. I feel like I've failed them as a big sister. My oldest brother is pretty much a wild child and I feel so guilty about helping him get out of going to the Marines. I wish I would have let him go because he definitely needs the discipline. I can't believe he conned me into thinking that he would go to school. What was I thinking? My other brother is more disciplined, but he's a slacker. He only does enough to get by. That makes me sad because he wants to be a doctor. I hope he has the motivation to do better. I talked to my baby sis on the phone and my mother is trying to get her out of the house. That makes me sad because she is only 15. She told me that she wanted to visit my sister in Iowa and my mother told her that if she went there she would have to stay. What kind of mess is that. She's only 15 and my other sister is a single mother who doesn't have a job. How would she be able to take care of a 15 year old and a 2 year old. I'm so exasperated.
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