Goodbye, Little Debbie
Since December I've gained the 10lbs. I was supposed to be going the other way. And I'm creeping up a size and I definitely don't want to do that. So for the past week I've been hitting the gym pretty hard. Since yesterday was the start of Lent I decided to commit to 40 days of giving up my sweet snacks. That's my weakness. My favorite is Little Debbie snack cakes and Hostess cupcakes (my ex got me hooked on those.) So yesterday before my two hour bit at the gym I went to the gas station with the intent to stuff myself full of cupcakes, but they didn't have any so I bought my last cake donut and zebra cake. I was eating it so fast I felt sorry for myself. So I pledge to leave abandon Little Debbie for 40 days and 40 nights. Now, I'm a firm believer that if one is to give up something, there must be a replacement, so I'm going to replace it with lowfat yogurt. So on the nights, when I get the munchies after good sex, I'm going to become friends with yoplait.
I think I've me the man of my dreams. He lives in Naperville and he's works as a network imaging something (can't remember what he said). So we've been chatting and I went to have breakfast with him the other day. I was impressed. He is attractive and fun. The only negative is that he's younger than me. I swore that I wouldn't date anyone younger than me. I've always felt that I wasn't old enough for that. He just turned 25. I'll be 29 this year. I guess in the grand scheme of things it's okay, but there's the issue of how serious is he about settling down. So far he seems pretty serious. From what I've been hearing guys are late bloomers, so that concerns me. I'm ready to get married and maybe start a family. Surprisingly, he was the one talking bout that stuff, but I'm still a little nervous. I told him that. He said that he was serious about settling down, so I guess we'll take it from there. So, I've got to do something with the other guys that I've been going out with. The married guy hasn't called me so I think I'm okay there. Nothing was going to come out of the relationship anyway. Mr. Appleton has been begging. I didn't know what else to tell him, so I told him that my ex and I were thinking bout getting back together. He seems to think that there is a divine intervention as to why we met. So we are destined to be together. I don't know. We've never even met in person, so I how am I supposed to know that we will get along in person. But he's desperately trying to hold on to me. We've know each other for two months and I haven't even told him all about me yet. Some stuff I like to talk about in person, so how am I supposed to know that he's "the one." I don't know, but he seems to think that we are made for each other. I met another guy a couple of weeks ago. He's fun and funny, but to sum him up in one work: Thug. We hung out for about a week and he was so unstable. Then we started having sex, Why? I don't know. but we did and it was absolutely horrible. He didn't get any hints. I had to practically put his hand where I needed him to touch me. He called me yesterday to tell me that he needs to leave town for a while. Okay....Then he went on to tell me that someone is looking for him. So I told him that he needs to do what he needs to do. Then he started going off on me telling me that I was mean and that he needed me in his life, but I didn't care about him. WHAT? Where did that stuff come from. I don't know. It was crazy. So, he's water off my back. Then there's Mr. Chicago. I've never met him in person either, we've just been chatting. He wants to meet me this weekend. I'm not interested anymore. I want Naperville.
I think I've me the man of my dreams. He lives in Naperville and he's works as a network imaging something (can't remember what he said). So we've been chatting and I went to have breakfast with him the other day. I was impressed. He is attractive and fun. The only negative is that he's younger than me. I swore that I wouldn't date anyone younger than me. I've always felt that I wasn't old enough for that. He just turned 25. I'll be 29 this year. I guess in the grand scheme of things it's okay, but there's the issue of how serious is he about settling down. So far he seems pretty serious. From what I've been hearing guys are late bloomers, so that concerns me. I'm ready to get married and maybe start a family. Surprisingly, he was the one talking bout that stuff, but I'm still a little nervous. I told him that. He said that he was serious about settling down, so I guess we'll take it from there. So, I've got to do something with the other guys that I've been going out with. The married guy hasn't called me so I think I'm okay there. Nothing was going to come out of the relationship anyway. Mr. Appleton has been begging. I didn't know what else to tell him, so I told him that my ex and I were thinking bout getting back together. He seems to think that there is a divine intervention as to why we met. So we are destined to be together. I don't know. We've never even met in person, so I how am I supposed to know that we will get along in person. But he's desperately trying to hold on to me. We've know each other for two months and I haven't even told him all about me yet. Some stuff I like to talk about in person, so how am I supposed to know that he's "the one." I don't know, but he seems to think that we are made for each other. I met another guy a couple of weeks ago. He's fun and funny, but to sum him up in one work: Thug. We hung out for about a week and he was so unstable. Then we started having sex, Why? I don't know. but we did and it was absolutely horrible. He didn't get any hints. I had to practically put his hand where I needed him to touch me. He called me yesterday to tell me that he needs to leave town for a while. Okay....Then he went on to tell me that someone is looking for him. So I told him that he needs to do what he needs to do. Then he started going off on me telling me that I was mean and that he needed me in his life, but I didn't care about him. WHAT? Where did that stuff come from. I don't know. It was crazy. So, he's water off my back. Then there's Mr. Chicago. I've never met him in person either, we've just been chatting. He wants to meet me this weekend. I'm not interested anymore. I want Naperville.
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