30 Something

I don't know what it is, but when I'm lonely I can't seem to find a man, but when I really don't feel like being bothered, they come running. Recently, Al, Deon, and Bryan have been blowing me up. Recently, since the breakup, I've been spending time with Deon who tracked me down at school and left me a message to call him. I'm not sure if it was because he deleted my phone number since he decided to date a different woman or what, but I was super surprised when I got the message from the office to call him. I couldn't believe he called me at work. The message made it seem like it was work related, but it wasn't. He then went on to tell me how much he missed me. I'm sure it was some ploy to get me in bed because if I remember correctly, we didn't have too much in common. Actually, it was quite awkward being with him. Neither of us had much to say. I like guys who are talkers because I'm the opposite. I can't entertain with good conversation. I'm too much of a listener and laugher(is that a word). I didn't mean to, but on wednesday night I spent the night with him. I could hardly contain myself. He is uber sexy and it's hard to fight the urge to bite him. He had the most beautiful nude picture of himself on his wall. Talk about vain, but I can't blame him, if I had a body like his, I'd like to show it off too. I haven't talked to him since because I'm a little scared to call him. I'm not sure if it was simply a booty call or if he really did miss me. I'm a little afraid to ask. I don't know if I can handle the rejection if it was simply a booty call. Well, actually I can handle it, I just don't want to face it. I don't want to know that this beautiful man who seems to be perfect for me doesn't really want me. I did spend time with Mister on Wednesday evening too. I missed him a lot and I was happy to get to spend time with him.

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