Wonderful weekend
The Mike Epps' concert was a blast. His opening act blew me away. Restorm, a spoken word artist, from Chicago performed an opening act that was like none other. He spoke the truth as he spit his lyrical message to the masses. I couldn't wait to buy his cd after the show. I can't remember the name of the comic who hosted, but he was hilarious. I almost cried my eyelashes off.
After the show I was upset at Terrance because of his habits--smoking, drinking. He constantly says that he doesn't have a problem, but if you drink daily, is that considered a problem? I'm not saying that he's an alcoholic and I know that there are people who go to the bar every night, but do you really need to drink everyday? Of course the only reason it is a problem for me is because he continuously berates me about my eating habits. Granted I can stand to lose up to 30lbs. but I'm not grossly obese and I don't have any diseases that are affected by my health so his continuous insistance that I need to do a colon cleanser to lose weight or (the new one) I need to get some type of herbal remedy to cure prediabetes because i'm tired all the time, gets on my last nerve. Why can't he understand that the reason i'm tired is because I work 60-70 hours a week and even when I do take an evening off I spend it all night pushing him off me because i'm too tired to have sex and even after that he wakes me up in the middle of the night poking me. I'm not a morning person, so I definitely need at least 8 hours and if i don't get my eight hours i'm tired throughout the day. So on Sat morning I told him he was a hypocrite because I've spent about $80 buying him a colon cleanser for christmas and he hasn't even opened it because in order for it to be effective it recommended that he not drink or smoke and his whole reason for not starting it is because he does that--drinks and smokes. I told him that he had no right to talk to me about my health, especially when i'm making an effort to eat better an exercise (even though work has been killing me i've been trying) when he keeps making excuses for his own problems. I was so annoyed. He had the audacity to tell ask me what do I care? Basically, he thinks I don't care about him because I don't tell him that I love him. The truth is that I'm not in love, so I'm not gonna lie to him and I don't think that he's in love either. I don't think he knows me enough to love me, but that's my opinion. At any rate I was irate and I let him know it.
I hate that people don't believe that marijuana is addictive. Anytime you have people that don't want to give it up to get a job, that's an addiction to me and he believes that he's not addicted. Of course he has a job, but he's been wanting to get another job and it will require him to take a drug test, so he won't even apply for a new job because of that. I believe that he has really good will power because he quit smoking cigs for new years and hasn't turned back, but he's still holding on to the weed. My sis has that mentality too. That bothers me because to me that means that it would be easier to try other things. I believe that it takes awhile for your body to become dependent, but addiction can occur.
After the show I was upset at Terrance because of his habits--smoking, drinking. He constantly says that he doesn't have a problem, but if you drink daily, is that considered a problem? I'm not saying that he's an alcoholic and I know that there are people who go to the bar every night, but do you really need to drink everyday? Of course the only reason it is a problem for me is because he continuously berates me about my eating habits. Granted I can stand to lose up to 30lbs. but I'm not grossly obese and I don't have any diseases that are affected by my health so his continuous insistance that I need to do a colon cleanser to lose weight or (the new one) I need to get some type of herbal remedy to cure prediabetes because i'm tired all the time, gets on my last nerve. Why can't he understand that the reason i'm tired is because I work 60-70 hours a week and even when I do take an evening off I spend it all night pushing him off me because i'm too tired to have sex and even after that he wakes me up in the middle of the night poking me. I'm not a morning person, so I definitely need at least 8 hours and if i don't get my eight hours i'm tired throughout the day. So on Sat morning I told him he was a hypocrite because I've spent about $80 buying him a colon cleanser for christmas and he hasn't even opened it because in order for it to be effective it recommended that he not drink or smoke and his whole reason for not starting it is because he does that--drinks and smokes. I told him that he had no right to talk to me about my health, especially when i'm making an effort to eat better an exercise (even though work has been killing me i've been trying) when he keeps making excuses for his own problems. I was so annoyed. He had the audacity to tell ask me what do I care? Basically, he thinks I don't care about him because I don't tell him that I love him. The truth is that I'm not in love, so I'm not gonna lie to him and I don't think that he's in love either. I don't think he knows me enough to love me, but that's my opinion. At any rate I was irate and I let him know it.
I hate that people don't believe that marijuana is addictive. Anytime you have people that don't want to give it up to get a job, that's an addiction to me and he believes that he's not addicted. Of course he has a job, but he's been wanting to get another job and it will require him to take a drug test, so he won't even apply for a new job because of that. I believe that he has really good will power because he quit smoking cigs for new years and hasn't turned back, but he's still holding on to the weed. My sis has that mentality too. That bothers me because to me that means that it would be easier to try other things. I believe that it takes awhile for your body to become dependent, but addiction can occur.
Labels: addiction, hypocrisy, redstorm
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