30 Something

Well, I've come to the conclusion that I'm being pretty passive aggressive at work. It's not that I want to be, but I'm jealous of my boss, so instead of celebrate her I hate. I've been praying that my heart changes towards her because no one likes a passive aggressive person. It can be detrimental to my reputation. I need to learn from her and I've been trying to, but I don't know what her leadership style is. So, as I'm trying to have a change of heart I'm looking for a new job. No, I don't want to run from my problems, but I want a boss who can be a mentor. I want to learn good leadership qualities. I also, want a better paying job, so that I can go back to school this fall. So, I'm applying for two jobs in different cities. I really don't want to move, but I will if I have to. I've been trying to put together a portfolio that will be really good. I'm a little nervous though because if I get a job that is a level higher than I am now, I'm not sure how I will handle it. I don't like pressure. I need to develop better coping skills.

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