30 Something

I woke up early yesterday and got ready for work. I needed to stop by the store to pick up some stuff for work. I got down to my truck and there was mega snow. So I cleaned the truck off and started it up and went back inside to let it warm up. My neighbor who was waiting on her bf to get home informed me that all the schools were closed. I called work because we don't close for anything. Sure enough we were closed. I guess because the public schools and daycares were closed it made sense for us to be closed because majority of the people would not have been able to get child care. And I guess we do have people who live out in the boonies who come to school here so they wouldn't have been able to get out. So on my day off I fixed a really cute shirt that I bought (it was too sizes too big). I did laundry and I lounged around and was lazy the rest of the day.

Mr. B called to invite me to play pool earlier, but he didn't call me back. I don't know why, but I was nervous about going because a lot of his friends were playing and I didn't want to meet his friends. I'm uncomfortable meeting new people. My new assignment is to make a list of things that I like to do that I'm willing to do to nuture my friendships. I'm such a nonchalant and antisocial person that staying at home by myself is not a problem. As a matter of fact I prefer to stay at home instead of be bothered with people, but that type of attitude is killing my friendships. I need to be comfortable enough to call someone in the middle of the night when I need help and the way that I am now is not conducive to my friends. So I'm going to make myself be more friendly. I can't just rely on my guy friends all the time. I need some girl friends that can get my back if I need it.

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