30 Something

I cooked for the holiday. I cooked for myself--turkey, dressing, manicotti, sweet potatoe pie, and banana pudding. I almost ate all of the banana pudding and sweet potatoe pie by myself. I didn't mind spending thanksgiving alone. It was peaceful. I did some much needed cleaning of the bathroom, kitchen and living room. I found the stop sign that my brother stole and hid behind the couch. I bought new love seats which are perfect for my living room. I called De and we talked briefly. I scheduled an appt for my tune up on Sat or Sun he said, but he didn't answer the phone either day. I was a little sad. On Sunday morning I halfway listened to Kenneth Copeland talk about repenting for our sins and reaping what we sow. That made me sad because I want to repent, but I know I'll do it again, so I don't want to waste God's time. I've tried to live a Christian life, but it's was hard wanting to do what wanted to do despite what the Bible says. If I can ever grow up and not care about what other people do or have and stand up for what I believe in I would be the perfect Christian, well if I can stop having sex and drinking alcohol too, and lying-that's a big one. I lie for no reason and it makes me sick. Oh yeah, the jealousy thing is really wrong and I haven't gotten over it yet. The backbiting and gossip too. Actually, I haven't done much of that lately so that may not be as bad. But yeah if I can get over all of that stuff I would be the perfect Christian. Of course that's like an oxymoron because no one is perfect even Christians.

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