30 Something

I haven't recouped from my weekend off of work. I'm still tired. Mr. Appleton and I continue to spend time on the phone, burning up many many cell phone minutes. He asked when I was going to visit. I don't know if I want to waste my time and money. I like him, but how serious am I about WI? I don't know. I want so badly to cuddle with someone and I just don't know about this long distance thing. I don't want to settle for someone that I really don't like, but I'm really getting to a point where I'm craving a man. I'm craving physical contact. I don't know if I was meant to be alone.

I was supposed to get my federal refund check in the mail on Friday and it hasn't come yet. Why? Because my coworker gave me the wrong routing number for my bank. So it will take two weeks from Friday to be rerouted back to me. That sucks because I need to pay some bills seriously. My ex is broke too. He basically told me that the next chance to get with him would be when he gets his refund back. WTF? That's like in three weeks. I'm not entirely sure why he specified after that date. But he went on to tell me that he's dead broke and behind on all of his bills. See, if we would get back together he wouldn't be in this perdicument. But no, he won't listen to me.

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