30 Something

We've come a long way from grass, rabbit skins, sponges, rags, menstrual aprons, homemade knitted pads, and various other absorbents to the disposible sanitary napkin that was made around 1895. In 1929 the first tampon was made, but now we have Instead. No strings, not pads and I've heard you have have sex with it in.

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My new favorite song. It was playing on the show, "The Game." This will be my wedding march song. I can't wait. Some others I want to be played include:



Goapele--Closer



Janelle--Amazing

I want to do a funky dance to Annie Lennon--Money can't buy it.

I volunteered to help give food baskets to people in the community. After dropping a basket off to one woman I was in tears. Her face lit up so bright when I told her where I was from. I was estatic and wanted to give away stuff all day long. I couldn't help but think this is the way God must feel when we accept his gifts to us; not only when we accept it, but when we appreciate it and are so grateful. Those women were so grateful. I wish I had a million dollars I would be a giving fool. I watched the show the Secret Millionaire and was in tears when that man gave away all that money. I wish I had money to give away. It was euphoric to give away the food. I as high when I finished. It's wonderful. I can't wait until Easter.

Labels: better to give than receive

I'm a little depressed. I went to church this morning and the pastor was preaching about how we need to be connected to people who can sharpen us. Proverbs 27:17. It was a really good message. At the end of the message he called for people who didn't have anyone to connect to and for some reason I let my pride take over and I didn't go up for prayer. I wanted to, but I didn't move. He was praying for everything that I've asked God for over the last few years and I didn't move. What is wrong with me? I need God to help me, but I didn't go up for help. Now, I'm depressed because I feel like I've missed my blessing. I feel like I will have to go around the mountain again because of my sin. I can't believe I allowed this to happen. I don't know what to do.

My co-worker, Mike D'ambrose and Me


Me, Ken Smith, and My co-worker


Me holding the Corporate Leader of the Year Award



Me and my coworker boarding the private jet