A very good night
Well, my ex did show up. I was really surprised. Normally, he cancels on me and if he had, I wouldn't not have minded. But he showed up and we had a really good time. I should have not told him, but yeah, I confirmed to him the he was still the best. That's so pathetic of me, but he absolutely blows my mind. It got late and I was expecting him to leave, but he stayed the night. I wanted to scream at him to leave, but I didn't have the balls to tell him to go. So as he lay asleep I was thinking that it wasn't a bad idea for him to spend the night because in the morning I could put him out. Well, it didn't work that way. He woke up at a quarter after 6 to leave. He gave me the best good bye kiss. It was too poetic. I was so mad because at 7 Al came over after work. I couldn't wait to see him. I wish he was the one, but oh well, I'll have fun for now.
So on Sat afternoon Mr. B called and I confessed to him that my ex spent the night and I wasn't too happy about it. I think that ticked him off a little because on yesteday when I asked if he missed hanging out with me, he said no. And I was a little confused. I love hanging out with him and I hadn't seen him in almost 3 weeks. So I was trying to get him to tell me why he didn't miss hanging out with me. He mentioned that I was still hanging on to my ex, so y would he miss me. I told him that I was confused because I was under the impression that we were friends. Strictly friends, not lovers (we've never crossed that line). So why did it bother him that I saw my ex. He told me from the beginning that we wouldn't cross that line (we've made it near the line, but never crossed it). So after trying to get an understanding of what he meant, i expressed to him that as a friend I missed his company. And he said that as a friend he did miss me. I told him that I thought that I would be able to tell him things without him getting upset. He said that I could. I don't think I can.
So on Sat afternoon Mr. B called and I confessed to him that my ex spent the night and I wasn't too happy about it. I think that ticked him off a little because on yesteday when I asked if he missed hanging out with me, he said no. And I was a little confused. I love hanging out with him and I hadn't seen him in almost 3 weeks. So I was trying to get him to tell me why he didn't miss hanging out with me. He mentioned that I was still hanging on to my ex, so y would he miss me. I told him that I was confused because I was under the impression that we were friends. Strictly friends, not lovers (we've never crossed that line). So why did it bother him that I saw my ex. He told me from the beginning that we wouldn't cross that line (we've made it near the line, but never crossed it). So after trying to get an understanding of what he meant, i expressed to him that as a friend I missed his company. And he said that as a friend he did miss me. I told him that I thought that I would be able to tell him things without him getting upset. He said that I could. I don't think I can.
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