30 Something

A while ago, Mike called me and told me that he was depressed because the night before he went to watch a movie at a friends house. It got late and he fell asleep on the girls couch, but he had a rude awakening. He said that he woke up to him in her mouth and he was shocked and pleased at the same time. As much as he wanted her to stop he couldn't get his brain to tell his mouth to tell her to stop so he allowed her to finish him off and finish him off is indeed what she did. She then blew his mind by not spilling one drop. I was laughing with him as he was telling me, but he was really distraught. He then said that she wanted him to return the favor, but he came to his sense and told her that he wasn't going to do that and he left. He later explained to me that this woman was engaged to be married and she's tried to get with him before but he turned her down because he wasn't attracted to her. After laughing about the situation I told him the consciously he didn't commit a sin and that he shouldn't beat himself up about it because it happened and it's over, pray, ask for forgiveness and move on. He agreed, but still felt horrible about it. On Monday morning as I picked him up he was telling me that it happened again. This time with an ex girlfriend who is currently married. He said that she came to his house late at night saying that she and her husband was having issues and that she couldn't sleep. He talked to her for a while and then told her that he was going to bed because he was tired and that she could let herself out. Instead of leaving she decided to join him in his bed. Not only did she serve him, but they served each other for over an hour. He said that after she put him in her mouth, all morals flew out the window and he enjoyed himself. The next morning when he woke up, he said that his chest was sticking out and he was shamefully wearing the well pleasured look. He prided himself on his manhood because he hadn't had sex in almost three years and he was amazed that he lasted for over an hour. I'm not sure if he was boasting to me or not, but I'm sure there was a hint of boast in his tone. He wanted to tell me all about how she was asking him to "do something" for her. He mentioned it a couple of times and he said that he told her that he wasn't going to do it until he got married. He then asked me if I wanted to know what that "something" was. I immediately told him that that was unnecessary information. I really didn't want to encourage him because he's always portrayed himself as a highly spiritual person who won't fornicate, drink, listen to secular music, or do any other thing that is considered unholy by his faith. However, I can see his struggle. There was one night where he sent me a text that really bothered me. He sent me a text after midnight that said "do you need me to do anything for you tonight or soon? I'm available for anything you want." That, to me, at midnight is pretty suggestive. I was baffled. I didn't know what to think so I didn't respond, but I kept the text because i wanted to ask someone what they thought about it. So after he was telling me this he began to admit what I was thinking all along, that he wanted it. I told him that I was glad that he admitted it, but now that he knew that he indeed wanted it he could free himself.

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