Wow
A lot has happened since my last post. My lil bro (12) and my neice (3) came to visit. They stayed for about a month and a half. I have a new appreciation for single parents. I have spent so much money on food alone. My bro is only 12, but he looks like he's about 15. He's about 2 in. taller than me and weighs about 190lbs. He's a big boy for his age. I spent the entire time cleaning up after everyone. Sometimes 3 and 4 times a day. What is wrong with these kids. I speak a foreign language when I tell them to pick up their shoes and not leave clothes in the bathroom and to clean up the dishes after they finished eating. Man, I was exhausted.
I got a parttime job at a gas station which by far is the worst place that I've every worked. Actually working at a gas station isn't bad, it's this particular gas station that is horrible. At first I was working almost full time, but that made my stomach hurt so now I only work on the weekends which I love. I'm not beginning to enjoy my summer vacation. There are tons of other things that have gone on, but I can't get them all out at once.
I"m going to see a lawyer today. It's the video issue with Mister. Yes, him. I'm disgusted, but I have no choice. I've prayed to God for favor in this situation. I really want to get this matter taken care of, especially since he's gotten a job offer in Indianapolis. I hope he takes the job because then I can get away from him. I've been going to church and recommitting my life to God. I say recommitting because it seems like an everyday struggle just to stay saved. I know the Bible says that it's not hard to live saved, but some days I just want to "be" and when I am saved I can't just "be" cause "being" might mean that I"m fornicating or lying or talking bad about somebody. I've got to stay on the straight and narrow. It's also hard to live with some of my dirtiest demons or torments, but I keep praying.
I got a parttime job at a gas station which by far is the worst place that I've every worked. Actually working at a gas station isn't bad, it's this particular gas station that is horrible. At first I was working almost full time, but that made my stomach hurt so now I only work on the weekends which I love. I'm not beginning to enjoy my summer vacation. There are tons of other things that have gone on, but I can't get them all out at once.
I"m going to see a lawyer today. It's the video issue with Mister. Yes, him. I'm disgusted, but I have no choice. I've prayed to God for favor in this situation. I really want to get this matter taken care of, especially since he's gotten a job offer in Indianapolis. I hope he takes the job because then I can get away from him. I've been going to church and recommitting my life to God. I say recommitting because it seems like an everyday struggle just to stay saved. I know the Bible says that it's not hard to live saved, but some days I just want to "be" and when I am saved I can't just "be" cause "being" might mean that I"m fornicating or lying or talking bad about somebody. I've got to stay on the straight and narrow. It's also hard to live with some of my dirtiest demons or torments, but I keep praying.
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