30 Something

My sis came back to town on Sat. and after she told me that she lost the key she ended up getting into my apartment. I was a little upset because she didn't tell me that she found the key. I told her if she stayed she couldn't have guest spend the night, she needed to inform me of when people were in my house and she needed to go to church. She hasn't had her guest spend the night, but when I got home early on Wed. dude was coming out of my bathroom. I was ticked. No one spoke or said a word to me they just did what they needed to do and left. Whenever I come home she doesn't speak to me and shortly afterwards she leaves. I was getting fed up because I opened my doors to her and she couldn't even respect me enough to clean up after her mess when she cooked. The last straw was when I got home and looked in the refrigerator and it was stocked with groceries. She told me she was staying a week or two. Then it got worse when I looked in the cupboards and found even more groceries. I asked her today how long she planned to stay. She said she didn't know. I told her she needed to let me know if she planned to stay longer. I also told her that I needed my keys back because she didn't even tell me she found them. I then told her that I'd like to be introduced to people that come into my house. It wasn't too pleasant, but I said what I needed to say. I was even a little tiffed that she was cooking all this food and didn't offer me a thing. We have a failure to communicate. I was so upset, not just by my sis, but by a lot of things, that I began to go backwards. I texted Bryan and was thinking bout texting Mister. Bryan called me and we chatted a little bit. I need to get back on track and not let minute things bother me because I become destructive when I get stressed. I tend to start thinking about how alone I am because I have no one to vent my frustrations to then I tend to start making up things to do and finding people to be around. I was thinking last night about how I hadn't felt this way in a long time and that last time I found myself in this situation I ended up getting with Mister.

Labels: Backwards

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