30 Something

I was a little sleep when I typed on yesterday, so I'm not sure what I typed. Anyway, I just finished meeting with a colleague and I told her that I was going to meet with someone who was questioning our work. She told me that I should talk to our ED about what I should say so that I won't be backed into a corner and that I wont over explain. I was a little put off. I've been meeting with this person for 7 months now getting information about our program and now we need to respond and she's saying that I don't know how to respond. After the meeting, I told her that I would not got and I was a little peeved and a little defeated and I just sat in my office wondering why I was so bothered and I think it's because of my controlling spirit. My controlling spirit was put off because I didn't want her to tell me how to do my business. So I just calmed my spirit and turned on Eddie James, Rescue. I needed to be comforted by Jesus, but in my seek for comfort I realized that I was in the wrong. I should have listened to her. She was simply looking out for me, but in her looking out, we weren't seeing eye to eye. I wanted to do what I wanted to do regardless of her and that's not right. I have to learn to listen to my colleagues even if I don't agree.

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