30 Something

I went up for prayer at church today. The Elder that was preaching asked for people who wanted to changed their lives for real. I went up. For the longest I've struggled and struggled with mental issues, physical issues, money issues, self-esteem issues, man issues, pride issues, boy, I just had issues. So I went up for prayer for God to change my issues!!! How can I help someone else with their issues if I still got my own? I know I'm not going to be perfect, but I don't want to struggle with self-esteem issues-wondering if people like me, living for other people. I don't want to struggle with a broken heart that has left me scared and mentally anguished. I don't want to struggle with poor decisions making when it comes to my money. I don't want my issues any longer. I prayed and prayed and honestly I wanted some out of body experience, or hands laid on my, but non of that happened. Yes, I cried, yes, I called on the name of Jesus, yes, I spoke in another tongue and afterwards, I felt better, but I wanted this to be the last time, I go to God with these issues. I believe that God can do anything, so I prayed for God to purge me of my issues and then I prayed for God to repair me. After being purged, I need to be repaired the right way. So, I'm going to take time for God to repair me so that I don't allow those issues to come back.

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