Maybe I was overreacting
So, after my little outburt with my friend I e-mailed another mail friend to ask his opinion. I think it's a guy thing, but he told me that I over reacted. I don't think so. Of course I can be labelled as jealous, but the wait we met was very unconventional for me. So that type of communication with another woman suggest a whole lot. I haven't logged onto yahoo yet, so I don't know if he will even speak to me. He did say that he couldn't be with anyone who was jealous and I am. I want my man to love me and no one else. I want my man to think of me sexually and no one else. Of course I can be called a hypocrite because I did flirt with another guy, but I didn't let him know and I wasn't going to let him know.
In other news, my brothers are leaving. I'm sad. I know that it's a pain having them around. they are allergic to cleaning and buying food and paying bills, but I love them. I'm so scared that they will get home and mess up. Of course I'm not such a big influence on them here, but we get along, well me and Matt get along. I'm scared for Law though. He's a real con artist and he lives for other people. He doesn't think for himself. I think I screwed up royally by encouraging him not to enlist in the Marines. I should have just let God do his work. I butted in and helped him get out of it. I was so scared of the path that that choice would have taken him. Plus, I believed every word out of his conning voice about going to school and getting a job that makes a lot of money. He is full of hot air. He's screwed up at two different schools and probably got fired from his job. He's screwing up his credit getting credit cards and using them without a job. The butterfly effect is crazy. I should have let him go to the Marines. I hope he doesn't end up totally ruining his life and killing himself. That would hurt.
In other news, my brothers are leaving. I'm sad. I know that it's a pain having them around. they are allergic to cleaning and buying food and paying bills, but I love them. I'm so scared that they will get home and mess up. Of course I'm not such a big influence on them here, but we get along, well me and Matt get along. I'm scared for Law though. He's a real con artist and he lives for other people. He doesn't think for himself. I think I screwed up royally by encouraging him not to enlist in the Marines. I should have just let God do his work. I butted in and helped him get out of it. I was so scared of the path that that choice would have taken him. Plus, I believed every word out of his conning voice about going to school and getting a job that makes a lot of money. He is full of hot air. He's screwed up at two different schools and probably got fired from his job. He's screwing up his credit getting credit cards and using them without a job. The butterfly effect is crazy. I should have let him go to the Marines. I hope he doesn't end up totally ruining his life and killing himself. That would hurt.
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