30 Something

My bf basically told me that, "I'm having fun now..." and that he wasn't ready to settle down. WTF. You wait until you are 30 to have fun. Basically his version of fun is screwing every woman that he meets. Did I mention the baby on the way by a floozy that he spent a couple of nights with. He hasn't even told the so called "girl that he's seeing". Then he's trying to get with another woman in St. Louis. All of these are white girls might I add. Nothing against white girls, but can u put a sister in the mix. He told me before that he would never marry a white woman--that a white woman would be his absolute last choice. But he's having a baby by one white womand and screwing another white woman and trying to screw yet different one who's obsessed with black men. What am I to do. He tells me that he's having fun, yet he's seeing this woman every night. She spends the night at his house every night. Hello, that was my job. That used to be me and she doesn't mean anything to him. Whatever, she's pratically living with him. I'm sure she think that she's more than "something to have fun with." I'm sure she's probably planning a wedding. What's a girl to do. Of course the "I"m having fun..." statement totally did it for me. I don't think I love him that way anymore. Actually, I believe that the only reason that I loved him that much was because he loved me so much, but I think that's gone. I'm moving on.

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