I'm not special--May 11 post
I im'd my ex to ask him why he looked at me that way. At first he didn't know what I was talking about then I explained the he looked at me like he was searching for something, like his soul was trying to conect with my soul or something and I kept avoiding his eye contact. He then told me that he does that with all of the women that he sleeps with. I was a little disappointed. I wanted to be special. He said that he has to have an emotional connection in order to sleep with a woman. I'm trying to figure out what kind of connection that would be because even though I may have an emotional connection with a guy, that doesn't mean that i want to sleep with him. I found out a few other girls that he's trying to hook up with. I'm beginning to question myself as to why I still want to be with him because from the girls it's like he will screw anything with two legs. So what does that say about me?