No he didn't
Back in February I met a guy on myspace and because I was going out with a friend of mine who always brings her man I decided that I needed a man to hang out with, so I desperately asked Big Ted out. He couldn't show up because he had his daughter for the evening, but he showed up anyway. Well, at the time I met Mr. B, so me and Big Ted didn't get to spend time together until later. Well we got together and started a relationship, but it didn't last a month before it erupted. Basically, Ted's a hustler and he makes his money on the streets and that turned me off about him, but I didn't want to discriminate, he was a good person and I loved they way he talked to his children. He talked to them and would teach them about life and I loved that about him. However, he called me one day and told me that he was having some trouble and that he needed to lay low for a bit. That made me nervous. So I quietly backed away from him. I didn't want to get caught up in his mess. However, he got mad at me and told me that I was being stuck up. After that we didn't talk. I wasn't too mad about it because he was horrible in bed and he didn't take my cues that he may have needed a little assistance (my blue friend he calls it). He later im'd me telling me that I kicked him to the curb. I told him that I didn't I just left him alone to get his stuff together. I didn't here from him after that. So on yesterday I e-mailed him on myspace and simply asked him how he was doing. This was his response:
i really liked u at 1 point until I saw how vain, conditional & shallow u were. What i do n life 2 survive does not reflect 0r depict a negative or thuggish personality. It should only show my will 2 survive. It should show that i'm far from weak. Have u found the perfect person. That special someone. Or r u 2 busy lookin at what he does 4 a livin or what he drives.
I hate 2 c my kids go without. I love being able 2 take care of them & contribute 2 all there needs & desires. That goes 4 the woman I love also. U'll never be happy or find some1 that'll DO RIGHT BY U, if u keep havin the additude u have.
I think your lil blue friend is the reason u feel that way. That's who u really love.
C ya round Teddy
So of course I had to reply:
wow...i'm a little speechless.
but to respond to ur insidious accusations, i'd have to say that i never judged u. not once did i say that u were a bad person or that u were wrong for what u do. because i have a preference for a different lifestyle is not only my right, but my preragative. i have the right to decide if i want to be with a man who hustles for a living or who makes his living in the streets, or who makes a living by being legit. according to u that makes me vain. then if that makes me vain and shallow, then i'm a vain, shallow person. so yes i do look at what a man does for a living when i make a choice to be with him (no i don't care what he drives, that doesn't matter to me, but how he makes his dollar does). and i disagree with u when u say that i won't find a man to do right by me. who are u to determine my future. i've never told u that u wouldn't be successful or that u wouldn't be happy because of what u do. so who's jud
ging who? and yes i love my little blue friend, my little pink friend, my little vibrating friend and all my other little friends that i have because not only do i not have to listen to them tell me that i'm vain and that i won't be happy and that i have an attitude, they also do a damn good job, let me say that again, a damn good job a pleasing me (they aren't selfish, they make sure that i'm satisfied) and that's y i love them and because of selfish men like u i will always love them. yes i called u selfish. since u opened this can of worms, the reason that i have my little friends is because of men like u who are selfish and are out to "get urs" and could care less if i was satisfied. i had my little friend available so that i could make sure that i "got mine" since it wasn't on ur mind to make sure of that. so yeah, as long as there are men like u i will forever keep my little friends around.
i was writing to u just to see how u were doing. i knew u were going through some things and i thought u needed some time to get some stuff straight and i was hoping that we could still be friends, but now i know how u feel about me, i'm sure friendship is definitely out of the pic. u don't have to worry about responding to this...
I can't believe that he just snapped on me. All I asked was, how are you? Man, he just went off.
i really liked u at 1 point until I saw how vain, conditional & shallow u were. What i do n life 2 survive does not reflect 0r depict a negative or thuggish personality. It should only show my will 2 survive. It should show that i'm far from weak. Have u found the perfect person. That special someone. Or r u 2 busy lookin at what he does 4 a livin or what he drives.
I hate 2 c my kids go without. I love being able 2 take care of them & contribute 2 all there needs & desires. That goes 4 the woman I love also. U'll never be happy or find some1 that'll DO RIGHT BY U, if u keep havin the additude u have.
I think your lil blue friend is the reason u feel that way. That's who u really love.
C ya round Teddy
So of course I had to reply:
wow...i'm a little speechless.
but to respond to ur insidious accusations, i'd have to say that i never judged u. not once did i say that u were a bad person or that u were wrong for what u do. because i have a preference for a different lifestyle is not only my right, but my preragative. i have the right to decide if i want to be with a man who hustles for a living or who makes his living in the streets, or who makes a living by being legit. according to u that makes me vain. then if that makes me vain and shallow, then i'm a vain, shallow person. so yes i do look at what a man does for a living when i make a choice to be with him (no i don't care what he drives, that doesn't matter to me, but how he makes his dollar does). and i disagree with u when u say that i won't find a man to do right by me. who are u to determine my future. i've never told u that u wouldn't be successful or that u wouldn't be happy because of what u do. so who's jud
ging who? and yes i love my little blue friend, my little pink friend, my little vibrating friend and all my other little friends that i have because not only do i not have to listen to them tell me that i'm vain and that i won't be happy and that i have an attitude, they also do a damn good job, let me say that again, a damn good job a pleasing me (they aren't selfish, they make sure that i'm satisfied) and that's y i love them and because of selfish men like u i will always love them. yes i called u selfish. since u opened this can of worms, the reason that i have my little friends is because of men like u who are selfish and are out to "get urs" and could care less if i was satisfied. i had my little friend available so that i could make sure that i "got mine" since it wasn't on ur mind to make sure of that. so yeah, as long as there are men like u i will forever keep my little friends around.
i was writing to u just to see how u were doing. i knew u were going through some things and i thought u needed some time to get some stuff straight and i was hoping that we could still be friends, but now i know how u feel about me, i'm sure friendship is definitely out of the pic. u don't have to worry about responding to this...
I can't believe that he just snapped on me. All I asked was, how are you? Man, he just went off.
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