30 Something

I can't remember the time I felt like this, but for some reason today I feel really lonely. I also feel like this will be a year of transition for me and I think this transition will not be easy, but I will endure and when the transition is complete I will be a much better person. I wish, however, that I didn't have to go through it feeling like this. We are in the middle of the first month and I'm feeling like this. I don't even have the energy to dance my way out of this. I just want to sleep. The Bible says in everything give thanks and that all things work for the good of him who loves the Lord. So I will thank God and be grateful for His love and His grace and mercy. I just wish that I didn't feel so lonely right now.

In other news I think I'm going to the inauguration. My students found enough money, but we don't have transportation so we will be driving a borrowed vehicle. I'm not sure how my principal will feel about that so I haven't told her. My students want to not tell her but I need to just in case something happens. As much as I want to go to the inauguration I don't want to drive the 12 hours to get there. I also have so much that I need to do here that I don't want to take the time out off work. Also, we don't even know where we are staying. Plus I don't have enough money and I can't get any money out of the bank until Tuesday. I hate poor planning.

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