30 Something

So, I found out that my bf spent new year's with a girl in Michigan. I was okay with it because I was moving on, but if u notice I still called him my bf so I haven't moved on. I'm trying to find a good substitution since I can't move on by myself. You know when you give up bad habits there has to be something positive to take the place otherwise you keep going back to it. So I have to find something to fill this void. I was seriously okay with him going out with other chicks until I found out that he is really digging this chick. So I'm heartbroken. Bad sex, a bad check and a broken heart. That's not a good way to bring in the new year. But I've got to keep going. I've got to get better this yea. I've just got to. I think my existence depends on it.

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