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Married man's magnet

The only type of man that I've been attracting lately have been either married or men who are in long term committed relationships who want someone on the side. Mr. Naperville has been iming me constantly trying to get me to continue to be his "woman on the side." This was our convo this morning:

him: how are u feeling this morning
me: tired
him: awww
him: want my tonge to taste u?
me: no, i'm not in the mood
him: what about tommorow or next week
me: no
him: please
him: would u ever let me spend a night with u
me: no
him: y are u being so mean
me: i'm not being mean. i'm looking out for myself
me: i would get caught up in u and it would be for nothing. i'm not putting myself out like that
him: how would u get caught up?
me: i like talking to u, but as far as sex, i don't want to go there
him: u would get pleasure out of it too
me: because in order to get into that with u, i would have to be detached and i can't. i'm not like that. i tend to latch on to men that i have sex with
him: ok what if i said u would talk to me everyday and seem me at least once a week
me: that's another thing. i'm not a once a week type of girl
me: so again i would be left with the short end of the stick
him: i said at least, could be more
him: and if after we try it dont work, i would leave u alone
him: deal?
me: i know it won't work, so no i don't want to try
me: and how would we see each other anyway
him: i would come see u
me: when, i can't leave work all the time. and u would get tired of coming to see me
him: i dont think i would get tired of it, and i would make some time on the weekend also
him: please baby, i really want to see u
me: i don't want to
him: that is so fucked up
me: no it's not. i just don't want to get involved like that. that's my choice and there is nothing wrong with it
him: whatever


I'm the mean one because I don't want to be used. I like to add that he's not good in bed. I faked each time that we were together. I just don't have the heart to tell him that he is horrible.

J, another guy that I met in November keeps e-mailing me to get together. He told me that he has a gf that will always be there, but he wants me. We've never had sex, but we talked about it. I became uninterested in him when he stood me up a long time ago and didn't decide to contact me until a month later. He was another one who wanted it at least once a week. I've not a once a week girl, I need it at least once a day. I'm killing my little toys. They need a rest so why would I get with a man who will only serve to frustrate me more than I'm frustrated now.

I've been thinking lately with all the diff guys who are attached and want me to be their mistress I could make a killing if I want to. I could have a lot of my bills paid, but I 'm not sure what I would have to pay for emotionally. That's what keeps me from not doing it. If I didn't have to pay for it, I'd go for it.
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At 10:30 AM, Blogger Dawn said...

No need to get involved with a guy like that....he has nothing to offer you...not even good sex! ;)    



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